cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies
I Just…..
cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies
What If It rains as the night drops the curtains
Instead of walking you to the door of sleep
You read my eyes telling you to stay
Hiding behind the voice of my heart
What If we sit together On our favorite spot
While you look at the sky
I contemplate your details……
Your eyes, your voice,
the beard on your face
Your smile, your laughter
Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night
sitting under the moonlight
whispering through silence and smiles
leaving our lips hopeless……away
catching a moment to meet
as the thunder breaks
I feel your strong arms around my waist
your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes
and memorize all of your details
Every time I enter the walls to face myself…….
I never come out Unscathed.
You won’t give up
Just because you are lazy
You won’t give up
Just because you are tired
You won’t give up
Just because It’s hard
You won’t give up
Just because you are criticised
You won’t give up
Because you didn’t start to give up
I can’t complain about what people do with me when my own blood torture me…
Physically
Psychologically
Emotionally
Spiritually
I’m
In
Battlefields
As I
See you
Meet you
Feel you
I feel like
You are the one
And I…..
Need you
I want to
Steal you
From you yourself
From rest of the world
I want you
Like
Moon lives for the night
And sun craves for the day
Before the departure
Behind the clouds
I want to kiss you
For my heart’s already missing you
Pious, pure and angelic titles
Behind them hides a sinful damsel
Holding back words that make you sin
On your feet I would like to spin
Hopelessly romantic wild
Behind that mask a devil hides
Your touch sculpting me into a sensual muse
Verses played by you giving me cues
Fragmented seducing kisses as they seam
I let my feelings slip through my sleeves
I hid for long and they were ceased
A gentle stroke inviting lust and love
Complaints, wishes, dreams and a little sigh
A tainted smile on lips and shine in eyes
A sudden hug and I fell from skies
Scattered
Shattered
My pieces thrive
Stripped my Soul
Those ugly scars; yikes
Stitches on heart
Tears in my eyes
The grievous dance in your arms
With painful laughters, echoes and cries
So many screams, an existence full of ache
Soulfully soulless
Hopefully hopeless
reasonably unreasonable
…..
And ……..
Beyond the boundaries
My words start losing purity_
What If I Just stay quiet; I lose my voice
For my words no longer make any sense as I easily lose my mind
So I tried It….. I chose silent when everyone thought I would bring a disaster. Though It was hard but somehow It was peaceful…
Finally I’ve chosen to stay silent instead of wasting my words and earsoring voice to disturb others peace; I’ll be quiet.
It’s gonna be hard but I’ll try my best, will go back into my nest
Away from everyone, I was always better being in my shell
Cz when you try to come out of it, world can only throw stones at you
If I ever let you….
If you ever happen to dive inside me…. you would know that hatred can’t survive there
I’m a world inside me. I’m my own shelter and I hide there.
If I ever let you walk inside me, my priority would be to take you away from miseries of world__ let my winds clean the grudges and hatred you house Inside.
I would want to take you away from pain and torture to a world of peace and calm.
If you hold me through those autumn leaves
So tight leaving shivers to my spine
Making me crave for you more as our eyes meet
From a distance I feel myself breathing in you_