I Just…..

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I’ve no idea why I’m so tired and I Just want to cry……
cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies

And I……

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What If It rains as the night drops the curtains
Instead of walking you to the door of sleep
You read my eyes telling you to stay
Hiding behind the voice of my heart
What If we sit together On our favorite spot
While you look at the sky
I contemplate your details……
Your eyes, your voice,
the beard on your face
Your smile, your laughter
Your lips murmuring my name

On a dark night
sitting under the moonlight
whispering through silence and smiles
leaving our lips hopeless……away
catching a moment to meet
as the thunder breaks
I feel your strong arms around my waist
your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes
and memorize all of your details

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Every time I enter the walls to face myself…….

I never come out Unscathed.

You won’t give up

You won’t give up

Just because you are lazy

You won’t give up

Just because you are tired

You won’t give up

Just because It’s hard

You won’t give up

Just because you are criticised

You won’t give up

Because you didn’t start to give up

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I can’t complain about what people do with me when my own blood torture me…

Physically

Psychologically

Emotionally

Spiritually

I’m

In

Battlefields

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As I
See you
Meet you
Feel you
I feel like
You are the one
And I…..
Need you
I want to
Steal you
From you yourself
From rest of the world
I want you
Like
Moon lives for the night
And sun craves for the day
Before the departure
Behind the clouds
I want to kiss you
For my heart’s already missing you

A little beyond the boundaries

Pious, pure and angelic titles
Behind them hides a sinful damsel
Holding back words that make you sin
On your feet I would like to spin

Hopelessly romantic wild
Behind that mask a devil hides
Your touch sculpting me into a sensual muse
Verses played by you giving me cues

Fragmented seducing kisses as they seam
I let my feelings slip through my sleeves
I hid for long and they were ceased
A gentle stroke inviting lust and love
Complaints, wishes, dreams and a little sigh
A tainted smile on lips and shine in eyes
A sudden hug and I fell from skies
Scattered
Shattered
My pieces thrive
Stripped my Soul
Those ugly scars; yikes
Stitches on heart
Tears in my eyes
The grievous dance in your arms
With painful laughters, echoes and cries
So many screams, an existence full of ache
Soulfully soulless
Hopefully hopeless
reasonably unreasonable
…..

And ……..

Beyond the boundaries
My words start losing purity_

For the last time….

What If I Just stay quiet; I lose my voice

For my words no longer make any sense as I easily lose my mind

So I tried It….. I chose silent when everyone thought I would bring a disaster. Though It was hard but somehow It was peaceful…

Finally I’ve chosen to stay silent instead of wasting my words and earsoring voice to disturb others peace; I’ll be quiet.

It’s gonna be hard but I’ll try my best, will go back into my nest

Away from everyone, I was always better being in my shell

Cz when you try to come out of it, world can only throw stones at you

If you….

If I ever let you….

If you ever happen to dive inside me…. you would know that hatred can’t survive there

I’m a world inside me. I’m my own shelter and I hide there.

If I ever let you walk inside me, my priority would be to take you away from miseries of world__ let my winds clean the grudges and hatred you house Inside.

I would want to take you away from pain and torture to a world of peace and calm.

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If you hold me through those autumn leaves
So tight leaving shivers to my spine
Making me crave for you more as our eyes meet
From a distance I feel myself breathing in you_