Hold your grounds as I bounce back the feelings I caught from you the pain and agony and a lot of torture left by you i feel myself resting In your claws, the smoothest touch I ever felt from you the gust of emotions, the cravings I’ve for you I’m left and left alone with this heart dying for you. come closer, a little closer, more close as I wanna have a close glimpse of you….
I miss you and I miss you so badly I want to hug you… Hug you so tight that It suffocates you Takes away your breath so you know how hard It Is…. To keep the distance, to be away as If the life is taken away
I could hold you In my arms Give you a peck or kiss your forehead Holding your hands and feel your warmth Sitting under the moonlight and gazing at the stars Hide myself between the lines then read It to you I thought It was all a dream until you turned it into a real charm Now that you are here, I won’t mind falling in love rather than feeling the love but I’m fixated on a phase All I can offer Is care and respect There are things hard to believe
Is everything okay? (-yeah) really??? smth happened? (-nope, nothing happened) are you sad? (-ah no, tell me what did u do today?) noth particular _ answer what I’m asking. (-I already said there’s nothing.) but your voice says smth else, (-stop…) it gives feelings of loneliness…..your words are empty yet I can feel your heart’s so full….. (-stop please…..!!!) I don’t know____I don’t know how to describe this feeling but all I see Is a child struck by silence who wants to vent out but got no way no excuse….. hey!!! you feel your chest heavy….am I ryt? you feel suffocated….!! you don’t know what it is actually and it’s like so messy….!?? (-uhun I don’t know, there’s nothing such as…..I’m okay) Look at me…….gimme your hand…will you do me a favor??? (-what is it?) come close____Cry……. (- i hate it when you talk like this…i hate that tone……i hate it when my crazy alien turns into a deep serious soul….you make me lose….) your eyes don’t tear but I felt your heart’s crying. I’m here for you ___will be till my last breath as If I was born to comfort you, to make you laugh, to support you….your tears as warm as your embrace-
What If It rains as the night drops the curtains Instead of walking you to the door of sleep You read my eyes telling you to stay Hiding behind the voice of my heart What If we sit together On our favorite spot While you look at the sky I contemplate your details…… Your eyes, your voice, the beard on your face Your smile, your laughter Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night sitting under the moonlight whispering through silence and smiles leaving our lips hopeless……away catching a moment to meet as the thunder breaks I feel your strong arms around my waist your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes and memorize all of your details
I didn’t know how long it has been and I was staring at the ceiling continuously ….
I was trying to think of something, to put together all my thoughts…
Once again I was trying a useless effort to collect all the chunks of my words that were scattered like usual …
It felt like even bed was tired of me lying for so long, I wanted to move the curtains aside but felt my body numb
I wanted to turn on the lights but all i could do was reach my hand out and then felt like falling asleep..
Yeah and it was peaceful and relaxing. I could hear the noise of kids playing outside.
My feet were cold and could feel my ears burning. Eyes were slowly closing and again I prayed to have a Dream. Of wild of a Lonely land with full moon and chamomiles.