Hold your grounds as I bounce back the feelings I caught from you the pain and agony and a lot of torture left by you i feel myself resting In your claws, the smoothest touch I ever felt from you the gust of emotions, the cravings I’ve for you I’m left and left alone with this heart dying for you. come closer, a little closer, more close as I wanna have a close glimpse of you….
I could hold you In my arms Give you a peck or kiss your forehead Holding your hands and feel your warmth Sitting under the moonlight and gazing at the stars Hide myself between the lines then read It to you I thought It was all a dream until you turned it into a real charm Now that you are here, I won’t mind falling in love rather than feeling the love but I’m fixated on a phase All I can offer Is care and respect There are things hard to believe
Is everything okay? (-yeah) really??? smth happened? (-nope, nothing happened) are you sad? (-ah no, tell me what did u do today?) noth particular _ answer what I’m asking. (-I already said there’s nothing.) but your voice says smth else, (-stop…) it gives feelings of loneliness…..your words are empty yet I can feel your heart’s so full….. (-stop please…..!!!) I don’t know____I don’t know how to describe this feeling but all I see Is a child struck by silence who wants to vent out but got no way no excuse….. hey!!! you feel your chest heavy….am I ryt? you feel suffocated….!! you don’t know what it is actually and it’s like so messy….!?? (-uhun I don’t know, there’s nothing such as…..I’m okay) Look at me…….gimme your hand…will you do me a favor??? (-what is it?) come close____Cry……. (- i hate it when you talk like this…i hate that tone……i hate it when my crazy alien turns into a deep serious soul….you make me lose….) your eyes don’t tear but I felt your heart’s crying. I’m here for you ___will be till my last breath as If I was born to comfort you, to make you laugh, to support you….your tears as warm as your embrace-
What If It rains as the night drops the curtains Instead of walking you to the door of sleep You read my eyes telling you to stay Hiding behind the voice of my heart What If we sit together On our favorite spot While you look at the sky I contemplate your details…… Your eyes, your voice, the beard on your face Your smile, your laughter Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night sitting under the moonlight whispering through silence and smiles leaving our lips hopeless……away catching a moment to meet as the thunder breaks I feel your strong arms around my waist your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes and memorize all of your details
Everything’s temporary…..interest, so called love and attraction and I’m a wrong person for It. -shhhhh!!! He put his finger on her lips and replied : “Why do you always say this…. I tried not to love you, just like you said But the way you are leaves me no choice but to keep looking at you and end up falling in curiosity of – Just how you pull strings of my heart. The way you treat my people and I see them waiting for you and the way you are gone for a while and the whole place feels empty and it saddens to think If I enter the room but I won’t see you there and how desperately I await your return but when you’re back I know you won’t hug me despite how much I crave it yet that unexpected touch of your lips in moments I completely lose hope lit up the fire all over again……. Why do you keep doing this to me…..”.
He placed my burning head on his lap while I was struggling to breath Say something please, don’t do this to me for God Sake…..he requested. I gathered some strength and reached my hand to his face I couldn’t see It In that darkness but those tears touched my hand and my heart once again skipped a beat.
Gone astray as I Leave behind no Marks and walk Like an armour Made of moonlight A sword unsheath
In midnight as my Feet bleed of struggle I rise in rainstorm A dance on lightening With a roar of thunder I cry out my heart So full of ache as the Nature hides me under It’s wings so wide and A soul on fire burning The pain I admire
The scars so velvety Drunk and dance I dance In pain In darkness Away astray stay stray A wild soul caged I want to bleed through Words and cry my pen Intimates the silvery lines