I’ll Be a Good Girl….

large (27)That Day _____

I told my mom

“I’ll be a good girl”.

I’ll numb all of the pain residing in my Heart 

I’ll dig a grave and bury it to stop

I told my mom

“Don’t worry anymore”

I’ll get rid of my only desire my only wish and dream

I’ll clench it so hard

It won’t even breath

I told my mom…..

…… I’ll do as you please


I couldn’t tell her

Please try to understand me

I die every day craving for It

And bury myself at night In silent screams

I kill it every day but it throbs in my heart

Torture me in my smiles and hugs me when I’m about to fall apart

Please ask me once…

How much it’s so hard

______ I’ll be a good girl


For     how      long

I’m  afraid ___






The Volcano inside me



An enchanting moon

Waves dancing in the sea

I’ve all of these in my one Breath




A sad willow tree

On the corner of my

There’s a cliff

So high looking down it’s so deep

Someone’s standing there and that’s me

I escaped

From the world

My bruised feet

My heart covered in scars

My face washed with tears

But now there’s no fear

The Volcano inside me breaths a lot of pain breaking all the chains and there are no more restraints

Now it got a perfect place to erupt……





One Night Love

One Night Love
But he promised to stay together
Forever and ever after
He’s the guy who made your heartbeats skipped fast
Some meetings and exchange of coffee cups
He told you he loves your innocence and grace
Your eyes, your heart and the smile on your face
He came close and whispered to you
” I love you, your body and it’s shape “.
-Before we get married there are some steps
– let’s know each other more, let’s stay together
It’ll be once, let’s do it together
Together break the boundaries, let’s discover our hearts
Just for one night, then we will never be apart
You were hesitant but he has your heart
You wanted to prove him you are sincere, you love him hard
The lust in his eyes___ you thought it’s love
He’s over tonight, to ruin your life
You were told, it would alright
It was your mistake, your love at first sight
You were thirsty of love, it turned you blind
You are lying bruised, sheets scares you out
He’s on call say ” Baby I’m alright “.
He’s leaving behind the door taking away
Your virginity, dignity, grace and right
You are alone with your screams and night full of fright
You were a toy, someone’s love of one night.

When I Die







I want you Completely



It’s a lot cringy here
The cuts on my heart sting
Every time I see your sight
For how long you will make me
Do the impossible
For how long I’ve to bury my feelings that keep piling up



She wasn’t Ok



I’m giving it a try
I’m going all out
Again I’m taking in all the screams
I’m gonna house all the pain
What about all the tears left without any box to hide
I’m taking all the burden
Again I’m dying and I see no grave where i can bury all the grieves
If I rest there someone stand up and say
She was saying she’s not ok but nobody heard her _
Someone collect my all pieces and send back to me
I’m bleeding but it’s gonna take a lot to pass out
Someone stand close to me then and say
I’ve been waiting for you for so long


Be Humane

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We are living in a world where we are so up to talk about rights and helping others but too lazy when it comes to act upon our words.

 Our hearts are frozen that all that matters to us is our own personal comfort and we no longer care about if someone is starving to death.

🌸 Our consciences are slowly sleeping and we are indulging ourselves in materialistic things.

🌸🌸 Think a little about those deprived of their shelters when you lay on your comfortable bed….

🌸 Give a little thought to those who have lost their parents and starving to death when no one is there to take care of them..

🌸🌸 Be a little considerate while throwing away food, someone is praying somewhere that he get to eat even a little piece of bread.

🌸 Be thankful when you wear a new dress, someone somewhere is living in rags.
🌸🌸 Don’t be a miser, spend money on poor.

🌸 Help the orphan, they have no one anymore but only Lord and He is the most great so don’t treat them lowly and never be harsh to 

You are a Queen



You are a sister , a daughter today
You will be a wife, a mother one day
You are like a flower so soft and fragile
But you can be leader of a generation one day
You may have a weak body like a glass 
But you can house a fighter inside you one day
You are suppose to obey and please your crown
But you can have crowns of future generation (Sons) obeying you one day
Rise my Love my dearest sisters,
Wear your grace and dignity like jewels made from power of soul
You are the strength of nations, your man’s Queen
You can be lioness of a lion one day.