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Sometimes

I

Wonder….

What great disasters I carry that happiness never lasts long

Sometimes I wonder….

Why do people lie while looking into my eyes and expect me to believe them

Sometimes I wonder If they know….

I might

be reckless

but I’m not stupid_

No way to back off

I can’t show you any mercy If I see you down

I’m not gonna pity you If you are weak and about to back off

I’m gonna punch you in your guts, snap the hell out of you and kick your ass to make you move forward

Cry the hell out like a child, shout, feel discouraged and when you are done; get the hell up or I’ll smash your skull in the wall _ tell you to see that damn blood that’s saying you are alive that means you need to keep fighting till your soul takes its flight.

Insensitive

I can never grasp a heart completely

Untouched

Immeasurable

Impeccable

No fine words to describe It I can never grasp a heart completely

Having someone who says he likes you or he can understand you but there’s always something missing

It’s like I pick up a heart then let go of It like I chose my favourite glass and then break It

I dunno why a broken heart would always catch my attention and I would want to put stitches on It

Yet I’m insensitive to a man’s feelings I can never understand them…..

You won’t give up

You won’t give up

Just because you are lazy

You won’t give up

Just because you are tired

You won’t give up

Just because It’s hard

You won’t give up

Just because you are criticised

You won’t give up

Because you didn’t start to give up

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As I
See you
Meet you
Feel you
I feel like
You are the one
And I…..
Need you
I want to
Steal you
From you yourself
From rest of the world
I want you
Like
Moon lives for the night
And sun craves for the day
Before the departure
Behind the clouds
I want to kiss you
For my heart’s already missing you

A little beyond the boundaries

Pious, pure and angelic titles
Behind them hides a sinful damsel
Holding back words that make you sin
On your feet I would like to spin

Hopelessly romantic wild
Behind that mask a devil hides
Your touch sculpting me into a sensual muse
Verses played by you giving me cues

Fragmented seducing kisses as they seam
I let my feelings slip through my sleeves
I hid for long and they were ceased
A gentle stroke inviting lust and love
Complaints, wishes, dreams and a little sigh
A tainted smile on lips and shine in eyes
A sudden hug and I fell from skies
Scattered
Shattered
My pieces thrive
Stripped my Soul
Those ugly scars; yikes
Stitches on heart
Tears in my eyes
The grievous dance in your arms
With painful laughters, echoes and cries
So many screams, an existence full of ache
Soulfully soulless
Hopefully hopeless
reasonably unreasonable
…..

And ……..


Beyond the boundaries
My words start losing purity_

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I’m not good at choosing words
Some are like bombs throwing at people
Some are so self destructive and I dunno how to protect myself from myself until it destroys a great part of me

You have at least someone to hold your hand when you fall __ I don’t..

I just have criticism waiting for me…

Lucky are those who get appreciated. I don’t even know how does it feels.