cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies
I Just…..
cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies
cry a lot until my eyes lose their tears and voice departs to the skies
And I……
What If It rains as the night drops the curtains
Instead of walking you to the door of sleep
You read my eyes telling you to stay
Hiding behind the voice of my heart
What If we sit together On our favorite spot
While you look at the sky
I contemplate your details……
Your eyes, your voice,
the beard on your face
Your smile, your laughter
Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night
sitting under the moonlight
whispering through silence and smiles
leaving our lips hopeless……away
catching a moment to meet
as the thunder breaks
I feel your strong arms around my waist
your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes
and memorize all of your details
A smile full of life…
laughter, smile and
Glistening eyes
The most beautiful combination and behind It is hiding a heavy amount of pain
You know it’s so rich, so full of life
When you know how does it feel to be sad
To be empty while trying to be happy
Tortured by pain alone with nobody there to comfort
But when they get to see the smile for real on your face; It lit up an unextinguished fire in the hearts ___
I’ll Be a Good Girl….
That Day _____
I told my mom
“I’ll be a good girl”.
I’ll numb all of the pain residing in my Heart
I’ll dig a grave and bury it to stop
I told my mom
“Don’t worry anymore”
I’ll get rid of my only desire my only wish and dream
I’ll clench it so hard
It won’t even breath
I told my mom…..
…… I’ll do as you please
But……..
I couldn’t tell her
Please try to understand me
I die every day craving for It
And bury myself at night In silent screams
I kill it every day but it throbs in my heart
Torture me in my smiles and hugs me when I’m about to fall apart
Please ask me once…
How much it’s so hard
______ I’ll be a good girl
For how long
I’m afraid ___
Real Pain
Do you know……
° what’s real pain ?
It’s Silent and Calm
It devours your Voice
You lose your ability
To shout it to the World _
The Volcano inside me
Mountains
Night
An enchanting moon
Waves dancing in the sea
I’ve all of these in my one Breath
Silent
Avoidance
Whispers
A sad willow tree
On the corner of my
There’s a cliff
So high looking down it’s so deep
Someone’s standing there and that’s me
I escaped
From the world
My bruised feet
My heart covered in scars
My face washed with tears
But now there’s no fear
The Volcano inside me breaths a lot of pain breaking all the chains and there are no more restraints
Now it got a perfect place to erupt……
One Night Love
One Night Love
But he promised to stay together
Forever and ever after
He’s the guy who made your heartbeats skipped fast
Some meetings and exchange of coffee cups
He told you he loves your innocence and grace
Your eyes, your heart and the smile on your face
He came close and whispered to you
” I love you, your body and it’s shape “.
-Before we get married there are some steps
– let’s know each other more, let’s stay together
It’ll be once, let’s do it together
Together break the boundaries, let’s discover our hearts
Just for one night, then we will never be apart
You were hesitant but he has your heart
You wanted to prove him you are sincere, you love him hard
The lust in his eyes___ you thought it’s love
He’s over tonight, to ruin your life
You were told, it would alright
It was your mistake, your love at first sight
You were thirsty of love, it turned you blind
You are lying bruised, sheets scares you out
He’s on call say ” Baby I’m alright “.
He’s leaving behind the door taking away
Your virginity, dignity, grace and right
You are alone with your screams and night full of fright
You were a toy, someone’s love of one night.
When I Die
AND WHEN I DIE
SOMEONE STAND UP
ON MY GRAVE AND SAY
SHE SAID SHE WAS IN PAIN
BUT NO ONE HEARD
I want you Completely
It’s a lot cringy here
The cuts on my heart sting
Every time I see your sight
For how long you will make me
Do the impossible
For how long I’ve to bury my feelings that keep piling up
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