What If It rains as the night drops the curtains
Instead of walking you to the door of sleep
You read my eyes telling you to stay
Hiding behind the voice of my heart
What If we sit together On our favorite spot
While you look at the sky
I contemplate your details……
Your eyes, your voice,
the beard on your face
Your smile, your laughter
Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night
sitting under the moonlight
whispering through silence and smiles
leaving our lips hopeless……away
catching a moment to meet
as the thunder breaks
I feel your strong arms around my waist
your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes
and memorize all of your details
I can’t tell anything about myself
What I’ve decided… what’s decided for me by someone for my future….
What the people around me expect from me…..what kinda person they wanna see in me……
Unexpected events happen suddenly…. Like an invisible force invading ….. Sometimes it makes me happy sometimes It makes me ache…
Sometime I just feel like how great is the divine power….. am I being helped out …smth very close to happen, right at the door but It suddenly stops…..
My life…..Its leaves me speechless how It goes on
I don’t have the power
So I’ve stopped telling …… What’s the plan for the future.
…… I’m curious to see ……
Don’t try to find love In this heart of mine
It has been damaged so much,
All It do is whine….
What great disasters I carry that happiness never lasts long
Sometimes I wonder….
Why do people lie while looking into my eyes and expect me to believe them
Sometimes I wonder If they know….
but I’m not stupid_
but I’m sorry
I’m not destined
to fall in Love
I betray my own feelings ….