As If It’s Just a Dream _
I can’t tell anything about myself
What I’ve decided… what’s decided for me by someone for my future….
What the people around me expect from me…..what kinda person they wanna see in me……
Unexpected events happen suddenly…. Like an invisible force invading ….. Sometimes it makes me happy sometimes It makes me ache…
Sometime I just feel like how great is the divine power….. am I being helped out …smth very close to happen, right at the door but It suddenly stops…..
My life…..Its leaves me speechless how It goes on
I don’t have the power
So I’ve stopped telling …… What’s the plan for the future.
…… I’m curious to see ……
Don’t try to find love In this heart of mine
It has been damaged so much,
All It do is whine….
Wanna make you so much happy
Wanna make you smile
Wanna take away your pain
Wanna make you laugh a lot
Wanna tell you my silly jokes
Share the hilarious moments and craziest things I did
Wanna share my madness
I’m already so lost….
I can’t show you any mercy If I see you down
I’m not gonna pity you If you are weak and about to back off
I’m gonna punch you in your guts, snap the hell out of you and kick your ass to make you move forward
Cry the hell out like a child, shout, feel discouraged and when you are done; get the hell up or I’ll smash your skull in the wall _ tell you to see that damn blood that’s saying you are alive that means you need to keep fighting till your soul takes its flight.