
Tell them “I sew wounds you can never see”.
As If It’s Just a Dream _
What If It rains as the night drops the curtains
Instead of walking you to the door of sleep
You read my eyes telling you to stay
Hiding behind the voice of my heart
What If we sit together On our favorite spot
While you look at the sky
I contemplate your details……
Your eyes, your voice,
the beard on your face
Your smile, your laughter
Your lips murmuring my name
On a dark night
sitting under the moonlight
whispering through silence and smiles
leaving our lips hopeless……away
catching a moment to meet
as the thunder breaks
I feel your strong arms around my waist
your heartbeats, I count your eye lashes
and memorize all of your details
I can’t tell anything about myself
What I’ve decided… what’s decided for me by someone for my future….
What the people around me expect from me…..what kinda person they wanna see in me……
Unexpected events happen suddenly…. Like an invisible force invading ….. Sometimes it makes me happy sometimes It makes me ache…
Sometime I just feel like how great is the divine power….. am I being helped out …smth very close to happen, right at the door but It suddenly stops…..
My life…..Its leaves me speechless how It goes on
I don’t have the power
………
So I’ve stopped telling …… What’s the plan for the future.
…… I’m curious to see ……
Don’t try to find love In this heart of mine
It has been damaged so much,
All It do is whine….
Wanna make you so much happy
Wanna make you smile
Wanna take away your pain
Wanna make you laugh a lot
Wanna tell you my silly jokes
Share the hilarious moments and craziest things I did
Wanna share my madness
But
I’m already so lost….
I can’t show you any mercy If I see you down
I’m not gonna pity you If you are weak and about to back off
I’m gonna punch you in your guts, snap the hell out of you and kick your ass to make you move forward
Cry the hell out like a child, shout, feel discouraged and when you are done; get the hell up or I’ll smash your skull in the wall _ tell you to see that damn blood that’s saying you are alive that means you need to keep fighting till your soul takes its flight.
laughter, smile and
Glistening eyes
The most beautiful combination and behind It is hiding a heavy amount of pain
You know it’s so rich, so full of life
When you know how does it feel to be sad
To be empty while trying to be happy
Tortured by pain alone with nobody there to comfort
But when they get to see the smile for real on your face; It lit up an unextinguished fire in the hearts ___
I tear off the mask
As I enter my room
Hang the laughters on the entrance
I embrace the solitude
Have you ever felt the intense need of to be alone…….